immaturity

im·ma·tu·ri·ty 
{im-uh-choor-i-tee}

–noun, plural
1. a state or condition of being immature: the immaturity of one's behavior; the
immaturity of a country's technology.

some people can be so mean
people that i don't even know
and mean for a wrong reason
recently.... {someone} who was very immature felt the need to voice their opinion
very disrespectfully.
i hope that they feel embarrased and ashamed of themself. i would
NEVER
say something to someone i did or didn't know that would be so rude...
if you're reading this,

you know who you are

and i hope you got the satisfaction out of saying something to someone that was completely

unnecessary.

have a great day everyone xoxoxo

and dance forever

here is our ceremony from our AMAZING wedding on {8.10.10}

our videographer was awesome and so fun to work with..

we.are.awesome

you have to watch it. you will love it.

we sure did :)

{f}all

i love fall.

the smell of the crisp cool air

baking like crazy

kennedy and i cuddled up every chance we get to watch halloweentown

the witches at gardner village

apple cider

the pumpkin spice candles

sweaters

kennedy's favorite, egg nog :)

there's just nothing quite like it. we are so excited for the upcoming holidays

spending time with our families around this time of year is extra special

i was definitely ready to say bye to summer this year..

my husband.

ry got a new job!!!!!! i can't even begin to explain how excited and proud of him i am.. he will be making more money, and the best part is... INSURANCE!! we have been without insruance for i can't even tell you how long so that is going to be {amazing}

i don't know anyone else that is as amazing of a man as my husband is.

he will do anything and everything to help others out.

he is genuine

kind

sweet

patient

understanding

loving

and most of all...

{mine}

i am so lucky to have him in my life, and my kids are even more lucky to get to call him dad

he always supports me in whatever funky idea i have wanted to do

never questions my dreams and aspirations

he has made my life complete { cheeeeeesy i know}

i.love.him

i have reached a point in my life where i feel everything is meant to be

life is just how i pictured it.

being married with kids.

it gets hard sometimes

but it's always worth it at the end of the day.

there's nothing quite like peeking in on my kidlets when they've fallen asleep

and kissing their cheeks goodnight for one last time.

i am so grateful

jaggers first hair cut!!

it was time

the mullet had to go :)

my friend tiffany does hair, so i had her do it! she is amazing!!

and oh my, it turned out oh so cute

he looks so much older! i can't believe that he'll be 1 next month.

time to start working on another one ;)

ahahahaha yeahhhh right.

enjoy the pictures...

of course his mouth is open.. his mouth is always open.

and he loves to sit in the sink when i do his hair

it's pretty cute

look what ry did..

sunday funday. right?

yeah. not so much

we were on a roll cleaning like crazy!!
ry backed up his jeep down the driveway to vacuum it out
and i hear this {crunch}
i couldn't stop laughing
he.was.mad
it was the first thing he had ever hit...
the garbage can.

so of course i run and get the camera
i told him i couldn't wait to facebook the picture

he gave me {the look}

so i told him i wouldn't facebook it. so the lucky 2 of you that actually read

our blog

get to see.

hahahahahaha i still think it's pretty funny
i love him. even when he's mad

feeling blessed...

i have had many ups and downs in my life.

still to this day there are certain people and certain

situations you can't avoid.

some people hurt you

and the ones that actually truly matter make you feel

{loved}

i am more than grateful for the positive and amazing

people in my life.

ryan and i are so happy to finally be where we are.

thank you to those who have helped get us here.

my heart hurts for specific situations and i feel embarrassed

for those who have hurt us so badly. unfortunately so badly

that i believe it's unrepairable.

my kids and my husband are the most special people in the world

and it's unfortunate that some will never get to see that.

{their loss right?}

i love my life, my family, my job, my pets, my friends, and so much more...

i can't let others get me down and better yet i can't dwell on

{ridiculuous} accusations.

i am the bigger person and better than them.

i will get past the negative and learn to move on.

...we're married...

yayyyyyy!! we're finally married.

everything.was.perfect

i love my husband

i'm baaaaaaack!!

wow. it's been a loooooong time since i've last posted. here's a little catch up of what's been going on..


i'm getting married in 4 days!!!


i can't even believe that it's already here. it came so fast. there are just a few little things left to do {like get our marriage license :) because that would be awful if we forgot that} i can't express how grateful i am to be marrying ryan. he is the best man and daddy anyone could ever have. i.love.him


summer has been great!! we've gone to the pool, lagoon, late nights outside, snow shack's, bear lake, boating, running through the sprinklers, bbq's and so much more. {is it bad that i'm so ready for fall?!}


jagger is growing and getting huge!! he has 2 bottom teeth and the top front 2 are finally coming in! just yesterday {8/5} he did 2 little crawls! he can get from laying down to sitting up with no problem. he STILL isn't sleeping through the night :( poor me right??


kennedy starts kindergarten in just a couple weeks. i'm going to cry like a baby i'm sure. i can't believe my little best friend is that old already. time flies. she is SUCH a good kid. i love that she {almost} always uses her manners. it makes me one proud mamma


here are some pictures of what's been going on! enjoy :)


xoxo the soon to be {mrs.}

jagger at bear lake! he LOVED the water :)

oh just some of our engagments :)



we're precious

my edward. bahahahahaa don't tell ry this picture is on here.

he hates it. but really though, why is he so white??

this was hilarious. jagger wanted the smore sooooo bad!!

jagger and daddy. {my boys}

jagger LOVES his yogurt. and cyd when she makes

him laugh. i love that fat kid

{all my bestest friends at my bachelorette party}

{me and the maid of honor} i love you christina!!

she loves to drive her brother around. he loves it too

hailey and kennedy after a long day at the pool :)

Pictures :)

these are some of my favorite pictures of my kids
i love them
and i think it's safe to say that summer is here!!



Kennedy waiting in line at lagoon!


She said she wanted to look like taylor swift.
So this is what she dressed like today..



SUCH a happy little boy


This makes my heart so happy



Kennedy and her spongebob picture!!

{f.y.i}

just in case you didn't get the memo...
we're getting married here now!!
we were going to do a destination wedding
but it got wayyyyy too out of control
{for our budget}
so we're getting married on
8.10.10
*yes it's a tuesday*
at noah's reception center in
South Jordan!!
whoop whoop can't wait!!