5.17.2011

vent sesh

why do some people have to be so mean? i don't understand what happiness others receive from putting others down or talking about others behind their back.


it hurts.


some people i think i'm pretty close with i just must have been fooled pretty bad. others, just ask questions or talk to me, not because they genuinely care- but
because they just want to be ' in the know' i have always considered myself a good, loyal, trustworthy, and overall great friend and yet it seems it's so hard to find that in someone else. some are still stuck in high school mode and will be your best friend to your face but will be the first to talk bad about you when you leave.

maybe i'm just a baby but it really makes me feel awful.

then there are the people that are one uppers. they're always better than you.

nobody is better than anyone.

everyone has their own trials in life and i feel this is just one more.

one more that i will conquer and in the end the only people that are left are the only ones that mattered in the first place.


peace & love