i am having the hardest time deciding if we're going to add just one more babe to our crazy family. there is nothing i love more than the thought of a sweet sweet brand new babe. the doctor appointments. the delivery. the stay at the hospital. the feeling of bringing your brand new baby home for the first time. the smell of that presh little babe. the newborn cry. the tiny clothes. the comfort. i just feel like there is just one more little girl up there for us :) lately i've been convincing the hubs like none other that it's time. we have so many reasons why it's not quite the right time right now. those babies just seem to come when they want though :) i havent been on birth control since october so really- it could happen today, next week, next month, or a year from now. in a perfect world- we will get into our house { which should be happening soon!! } get all settled in and then get that addition into our family. the other side of me says we have a boy and a girl { hubs says why would you ever want to offset that ;) } i am FINALLY at the weight i've wanted to be for years. and obviously by having a baby would change that. and the sleep deprevation. that's what would kill me the most since ry works graves it would be all me. i've been working so much more at work so we can get into an amazing house. if we had another baby i would definitely have to cut back to be home a lot more and with the lovely spending problem i have that is so hard for me!! either way- we'll have to wait and see :) but- i swear everyone i know is prego. i miss it. go 2 years back to those blog posts and i absolutely hated being pregnant. bahhh. why would i want to do that again?! crazy woman. like i said- when you know there's someone else waiting for you sometimes it's just meant to be :)
oh- and operation grow the bangs out has begun. they were great for like 2 days. i'm over them.
off to bed. another long day ahead :) nighty night
