3.21.2011
twelve.thirteen.fourteen
day {12}: photo of you taken ten years ago. boo. this computer is only 2 years old so i only have pictures that far back. i wish i could dig some oldies up! that would be awesome. my mom has a ton of old pictures, but they're at her house. and i have no scanner. 10 years ago though- i would have just turned 14. it's so crazy how much has happened in just 10 short years. life has gone by way too fast!! i can tell you though, what an awkard stage those pictures would have been. HA!
day {13}: something you're afraid of
i'm scared of a lot of things. being home alone, spiders, snakes, the dark, talking in public, and all sorts of things. the biggest thing that i am afraid of would be losing my kids. i can't even imagine some of the stuff people go through. i read blogs all the time of peoples young kids who have passed away and i honestly don't know how i would go on. my kids are my world. as you can tell by that huge picture for the blog header :)
day {14}: your makeup bag
so embarrassing. i don't even have a make up bag. i have my mascara and eyeliner in the car because it saves time in the morning to just do my make up on the way to taking the kids to school and grandma's. oh and some bronzer when i'm feeling jerseylicious ;) my favorite make up accessory? white eyeliner in middle school it was the best. someone should bring that back.
life right now-
life is crazy. we're trying to rent out our house, we've had a couple people look at it, but no one yet to say they want it. we've started to move stuff into a storage unit and it's becoming real. i'm moving out of my first house. it's bitter sweet. i have loved this house. i just have to stay positive and know the best is yet to come. hopefully
3.16.2011
ten and eleven
i find myself watching this at night by myself and laughing all alone. out loud.
day {11} a person you love
i love a lot of people. but especially this guy.
3.15.2011
eight & nine
3.10.2011
we're renting out our townhouse!!
3.09.2011
seven
3.08.2011
six
is this creepy?? the hubs thinks so. and i don't care. i will be the first to admit i love the biebs. he is so dang cute. if only i were 16 again so i could justify hanging posters in my room. ha!
i loved him before i saw his movie and after i saw it i fell in love again. he is one talented kid. and that hair! what's not to love? oh yeah. he's only 17 ;)
3.06.2011
five
so much has been going on i feel like a major update is in need here. i have been having super bad pains in my pelvic area and finally went into the doctor. i went in the beginning of january and the doctor said it sounded like endometriosis. i freaked. i always think worst case first. instantly i thought i wouldn't be able to have kids anymore and have to have surgery. my doctor wanted me to come back for an ultrasound. they got me in a couple weeks later and the ultrasound showed that i had a cyst rupture which was so awful to experience, which unfortuantely i had experienced in the past. since it had already ruptured there was nothing they could do besides send me home with some pain meds. and i thought endo was ruled out. which was a good thing!! then, it was a couple weeks later {last wednesday night 3/1} when the pain came back i for sure thought i had another cyst so i made an appointment and they got me in that same day. i had another ultrasound and everything looked fine, which was bad news. i get so frustrated when they can't find anything. i'm going back wednesday to consult with my obgyn and schedule a surgery date since this is our last resort. my doctor says it's most likely caused by the scar tissue from a previous surgery i had a couple years ago and definitely could be endometriosis starting. :( i hate surgery and get so nervous with how i'm going to take care of 2 kids and 2 needy dogs when i can't. ahh we'll just see how it goes. please cross your fingers everything turns out ok!!
i think this wins for longest post ever of mine!! onto the next..
day {5}- your parents
i can honestly say i have THE most amazing parents. ever. my siblings and i are so lucky to call them ours :) they have been married for almost 24 years and i admire that so much. i can't wait until ryan and i have our 24 year anniversary. it's definitely so admirable. my parents are always there whenever we've needed them. growing up we all can say they were super strict and now being a parent and seeing how we turned out i thank them for the strictness. there are parents out there that let their kids get away with doing awful things that kids shouldn't be doing and {my opinion} aren't doing the job they should be doing. some parents are more worried about being 'friends' with their kids than being a parent. i will always look up to them and be so grateful for what they've done for me. they will do anything for us or their grandkids. i couldn't ask for better grandparents for my babes. my kids LOVE my parents so much. jagger loves my dad more than he loves me. and kennedy can't wait until we move in with them. again :)
3.02.2011
day 4
3.01.2011
day {3} and MARCH!!
this one is so easy for me. i find so many things annoying. there are a lot of little things that just get to me and i want to snap
my biggest pet peeve ever would have to be fake people. there are so many mean and disgusting people out there. i am a nice person until someone isn't nice to me or my fam. i don't know why people have to be so degrading to others. especially when it's not for something specific besides just being mean.
i hate when the microwave 'press start' button is blinking
i will almost always notice when someone uses bad grammar. i mean your, you're, too, to, two,there, they're, and their. it's not hard people. ry gets irritated because i'm always correcting his writing and spelling. i just got lucky i guess :)
and i can't stand when i can't figure something out. it drives me crazy!!